My Digital World

I don't know where I should start with. But it seems that I am doing very bad with respect to my study. First I fail for my Nuclear exam. For that exam, I lost all my motivation to study. I don't know why, but that course bores me so much. I finally don't want to look at the books or slides before the exam takes place.

The last week, I get my results back from my exams in January. All of them are too bad. I only pass for one subject!!! I have never been so bad. My marks were average a 8 in my Master and now I end up with "eggs". I really don't know what is wrong with me. I ask myself several times. I think I don't plan things very well and I also realize that I am not able to do many things simultaneously. That is why I give up my second Master: Biomedical Engineering. I only want to complete the minor and I have to satisfy with a certificate for Biomedical Engineering. Also, I have given up the medical course in Leiden. I think I need to take a break to breath before I can recap everything. But time flies. After a few weeks, my exams start again. In the meanwhile I want to prepare for the oral exam that is very important for me. I try to pick up myself in the coming few days.

Apart from my study result, I am also busy with doing my job as Student Assistance. Two weeks flies by already. Although the assignments of the first two weeks are quite simple, I have to work very hard for it: There are still many students who don't understand how to do the practical assignment. And it takes me quite a lot time and energy to explain things clear to them. The prepartion takes me also a lot of time. However, it will be more and more since the coming assignments are very tough. I am not sure if I am able to make things very clear...