My Digital World

I just came back from a groupmeeting with Dafina and Piet. After the meeting,
I was really mad. Dafina and Piet asked me to give them demostrations about
my work so far. Their critics on my work are not acceptable. Dafina also showed
her work on the wireless, which is simply nothing else than a hard copy from
resources on internet. I do realise why I have such a huge delay in my thesis.
Their so-called expertise is ridiculious. In stead of motivate me to work,
they hold on my progress.

Normally, I keep my frustrations by myself. But since I know that keeping
everything for yourself is a very bad property, I try to change. Before I
write this entry in my blog, I called Shabir about my frustrations. He
understands my situation very well and he tries to encourage me to work
on the correct way. I appreciate alot of his help during my school problems.
Without this friend, I think I ahev already quit to continue with my M.Sc.
in micro-electronics. Shabir and me are the only ones group members, who
are left from the Bachelor. Delft should be shame for his way of education.
They really do a bad job.

Anyway, just after the meeting with my two supervisors, I did Yu-Fang a
favor: she is doing an interview about my design I learn from my U. It is
quite hard to hide my anger when she came in with her partner directly after
the very frustating meeting. At the same time, I was talking to Weiman about
my meeting, since he knew that I had a meeting today. He also get mad when
I told him about the things they told me.

Although my emotion is very hard to hide, I do manage that again. I think,
none of them (Yu-Fang or her partner) have noticed that I was really mad.
I made a bit progress with this bad manner, since at least I will talk someone
about it. From my whole school career, I was never been so mad or even get
mad. But today, they hit my fire.

It might be weird that I went to home today, since it is just Thursday. Well,
tomorrow I have to go to dentist for my annualarly check up. I also made an
appointment with the doctor to check my health, since I notice that recently
my health is not very good. So, tomorrow I will see many medicine people.
Tomorrow, I am also thinking anout to cut my hair. The back side of my hair
is becoming too long. Hopefully, they can cut my hair, since I need to look
'decent'. Why? Last week, when I passed by the China town in Amsterdam, I
see a store that do wedding photography. Like in Asia, they are tons of them.
I want to bring a visit to ask about how much they charge for a weddingshoot
and to check how good their skills are. Basen on my observations, I know
how much I can charge people when they ask me to do shooting for their wedding.
But, I need to find a girl who pretends to be my gf/future wife. Hhhhmmm, that
is pretty tough...

It has been more than a year that I have travelled around. I am planning to
go on vacation for a few days only. My target is Iceland, since I see a lot
of nice scenery. I also want to make such a wonderful pics. But I don't want
to go alone there. Who likes to company me? Secretly, I have hoped a gf who
I can travel with. But this is impossible. I will look around who I can ask.
The trip to Iceland is almost confirm by myself.